Christmas Eve

Ah the day we are all waiting for is here. Here I am staying at my parents house once again.

First off I have bad news though not entirely. It happened last night and I'll just post what I can roughly remember. I remember I was having a really sexual dream but I woke up with a raging boner. After a few seconds I came while hugging a pillow. I didn't touch nor remember using my pillow to massage my dick. So does that count? Was it a failed wet dream?

Either way, I'll still do my best not to fap until January comes. I really was so horny yesterday. What happened is probably for the best though I didn't think it took all my "horniness" away. I still want to have sex with a girl pretty badly. Now I'm sounding too needy. Well what should I expect right? LOL!

My mind is still on the goal and will pretty much achieve it (if we didn't count what happened yesterday). So don't worry if I might give up.

That's it and Have a Merry Christmas guys!