Saturday, December 31, 2011

Day 31: Last Day

FUCK YEAH! LAST DAY!

I have no idea what to post anymore so I'll just answer a couple of questions posted as comments on my last post.

>What if you're out partying on new years eve and a hot girl comes on to you and wants to make out with you and have you touch her all over then wants you to masterbate while you look at her masterbating while looking at you?  by Bersercules

I would do it if she lets me cum in her mouth or face. Bukkake anyone? Then I'll have sex with her. All this vent up sexual energy within me can probably make me cum at least 3 times.

>srs question here: does it really make you feel more manly? i've read some stuff saying that first 5-7 days aren't really changing you too much, but after about 10 you are more confident and all. is it real? please don't bullshit me, just harsh truth: REAL difference or just imagination and stories to make your fapless time seem worthy? 

 Well kind of. I've posted before that I did become more confident after some days. Even up till now I feel more powerful and confident. The only problem I had was I was constantly busy this month and I didn't go out much. If I did go out, then who knows what would probably happen?
Also, sorry I didn't post much about what is happening when I am outside. For instance yesterday, a cute girl started a conversation at me at a drugstore. She told me that the gloves I'm going to buy is small and would only fit her size. She smiled and I smiled at her also. Before she left, my mind goes "Get her number now!" But the cashier was talking to me and I'm in a hurry. She also looks like she's in a hurry also. You probably think that I lost the chance. Well indeed but I realize something, a lot of people usually start conversations to me when I go out. But when a pretty girl talk to me I feel kind of shy and intimidated. However yesterday I felt natural and at ease that if I indeed get her number, she'll love it or even though I didn't get her number, it's okay since I'll probably meet another girl soon. Do I think NO FAP DECEMBER 2011 made me think like so? Yeah, but not entirely because by this month I started working out again, finally got a job and met new friends. Surely my confidence boost have been brought up by a number of other reasons too.

By tomorrow I'll post a review or debriefing of what I experienced and experiencing after a month of no self-pleasure. Stay tuned man.

That's it one more day to go.



HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Friday, December 30, 2011

Last 2 Days!

It's almost over. But yesterday I almost ejaculated from watching at porn. I know it's really bad to fail at this point. Not to mention I'll fail most of you guys too who really believe I can do it.


2011 is almost over too. Now, I'm busy listing all my goals for 2012. I'm really excited on next year and whether or not the world will probably end or not. But before that I'm thinking about what gift should I give myself if I indeed accomplish this goal. I got this idea from a comment of my previous post. I never thought about it since I'm more focused on actually finishing it than the rewards I will get. Like get a class-A escort? lol. Though I'm surely going to a bar and drink some to celebrate.

A recent comment on my last post ask me how often do I fap before I take on this challenge. I usually fap 3-4 times a week. I watch porn by that much also.
 
'Till next time guys.
I will surely end this year with a bang!
Cheers!

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Almost There!

Just three more days guys!
I'm excited though I'm also a bit disappointed about what happened on Day 24 because some might consider it as fapping. Either way I'm still happy about my self-discipline. It has surely improved and has even showed results into other areas of my life. For instance, I was only tardy once this month. That's great news since this new job I have is earlier than my previous one. I was able to come to work everyday before 8AM. Yeah, I'm proud of myself for that. I also have more energy throughout the day even if I sleep late the day before. Not fapping really increases my energy.

Before I end I would like to share the blogs of guys who have been able to go past one month. 
http://2011abstinence.blogspot.com/
http://chaste-virgin.blogspot.com/


Those guys joined NO FAP 2011 and were able to go past one month. I'm not sure if they are still going strong by this time due to the lack of updates. But I have hopes one of them might.

I hope all of you guys have a great New Year!
Cheers!

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Day 28: Four More Days!

The past couple of days where easy. I never had much thought into fapping at all. Though I'm wanting to have sex more and more. The presence of a girl I find attractive is what I really want right now. Going for an escort like what I posted here seems a good alternative to.

A lot of you may be wondering how's my sex life before all this. Truthfully I've only had sex with twice. One is with an escort. It's a pretty bad record at 24, I know, but slowly I believe my life relationship wise is improving. I just need to get out more and socialize. Also, I'm a bit afraid of rejection. It's the reason why there were instances in my past when I didn't make a move on a girl even though she showed signs of interests towards me.

Only four more days to go and I'm through. 2012 is only four more days away too. I'll be making my Goals for 2012 this Friday and I already have some stuff listed on my mind. I'm excited and looking forward to it.

Stay strong bros!

Monday, December 26, 2011

Day 26: The week after Christmas and before New Year's

I guess we have a mixed opinion regarding whether I did fail a couple of days ago or not. Yes or no, I will still do my best like before to not fap until December ends.
Well it's only a week to go before we enter 2012. I suddenly thought about what I have done this year. Like if I achieve my goals or not. I wrote my goals for 2011 on a notebook and will look for it. If I remember correctly I probably accomplished 4 to 5 of my 9 or 10 goals for this year. A bit below standards for some but for me it's pretty much okay since considering this is the only year I started setting up goals.

Aside from that I'm thinking about getting an escort or hooker to end my No Fap December, rather than fapping. What do you guys think?

Enjoy the Holidays!

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Christmas Eve

Ah the day we are all waiting for is here. Here I am staying at my parents house once again.

First off I have bad news though not entirely. It happened last night and I'll just post what I can roughly remember. I remember I was having a really sexual dream but I woke up with a raging boner. After a few seconds I came while hugging a pillow. I didn't touch nor remember using my pillow to massage my dick. So does that count? Was it a failed wet dream?


Either way, I'll still do my best not to fap until January comes. I really was so horny yesterday. What happened is probably for the best though I didn't think it took all my "horniness" away. I still want to have sex with a girl pretty badly. Now I'm sounding too needy. Well what should I expect right? LOL!

My mind is still on the goal and will pretty much achieve it (if we didn't count what happened yesterday). So don't worry if I might give up.

That's it and Have a Merry Christmas guys!

Friday, December 23, 2011

The Winter Solstice

The shortest day of the year has just passed. Now where down to two days before the day everyone's been waiting for. For me that's nine more days before GLORY! (Yeah that's a bit exaggerated.)

I still get boners except they are more frequent. When I see a cute girl that I like I feel my dick slightly throb. I feel slightly embarrassed about it. Though there are thoughts in my head who tells me, "Smile at her, it's okay" and "It isn't bad that you show interest to her, I mean she's cute and she deserves it". My confidence has definitely increase but so is my sex drive. If I were in the situation right now when a girl showed signs of wanting to have sex with me, I would drop everything I am doing and just do her.

Aside from that, I haven't gotten enough sleep yesterday and today. I feel so sleepy all day. (Horny but sleepy. LOL)  When I get home I believe I'll just go straight to bed.I want to be refreshed and energize for Christmas.


Enjoy the Holiday Weekend guys!
Cheers!

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Day 22

I had a really sexual dream last night or something like that. I can barely remember it but all I know is that I woke up in the middle of the night and I started to rub my penis. After a couple of minutes I become aware of what I was doing, completely stopped and went back to sleep. Another close encounter. Whew! I believe I was on the way to having a wet dream right there. Sadly, I woke up but it's fine since I have faith I might experience it on the following days.

I can feel the Spirit of Christmas everywhere now. Just two more days before Christmas Eve. I hope all of you guys have a Happy and Joyful Holiday Season!



To those who are still in this like me, Keep up the fight. Keep up the awesomeness!

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Day 21

I'm down to my last 10 days. Like before I've yet to have a wet dream. I don't know if there's something wrong but before when I don't fap for more than one week I get a wet dream. It happened at the start of this year when I also joined No Fap 2011. As I said before, I lost at around week 3 or 4.

Personally, I'm doing fine. I went out yesterday to hang out with my friends. I would probably have a lot more reunions with other friends on the following days due to the holiday season.

Cheers!

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

19 Days and Counting

19 days down and 12 more to go. I almost lost it yesterday due to watching porn yet again. It's just after I'm done with my workout. I really do get horny after doing my workout sessions. These porn watching has got to stop. Now is the time for me to concentrate more if I were to accomplish this goal. I know I can do this.

Some of you would probably want to know a little more about me. I haven't really said anything about myself aside from my job. Well first, I don't have a girlfriend so these past days are also a no sex life for me. Me getting sex at this moment would really be of great help to me. As I said before, I feel more confident and attractive this time as compared last month. I do believe that by not fapping for some time can help some guys get laid. I've yet to experienced this though and if I wasn't able to by this month, it's probably more to do with other things like my new job and the Holiday Season. But my hopes are still up that I will meet more new women before this year ends. We all know that I'm going to end this year with a blast. And that's a pretty big blast!

Keep on staying strong bros!

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Day 18: Only one week before Christmas!

I'm glad I'm still going strong. But there were nights this past week when I thought, Fuck this! I'm going to fap! But good thing my self-discipline prevailed again. Now I'm halfway done. Congrats to me and to those of you who are still in! To those who already lost it. Don't worry, you guys are still awesome. You also still have a lot of time to make up for it. The No Fap 2012 Challenge is just around the corner.


It's only a week to go before Christmas. I'm looking forward to it but things like my new stressful job are kind of killing my fun out of it. Add the fact that both Christmas and New Year's both fall on the weekend which means we lack some days off.

I've never experienced anything different these past days. I'm still looking forward to a wet dream. My urges to fap have subsided a little but I do feel a bit more attractive and confident. I'm not really sure if it's because of this no fap project or not. Socially, I went out this weekend to meet some of my friends and joined the Christmas party of my colleagues at work. I just blend in and get to know some of them since I'm barely two weeks at my job. Rest assured I will get to know more of them in the future.

That's it and Enjoy the week.

Stay strong as always!

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Day 10: Still in it!

I had to apologize for the lack of updates this past week. It turns out my new job has a lot of workload. It's practically like my old job but in a different industry and environment so it would take some weeks before I get accustomed. When I get home all I want to do is eat dinner and head straight to bed, feeling tired but fulfilled.

Well I'm still in this challenge. I almost lost it yesterday due to watching some porn but my self-discipline prevailed, which is a good thing. I'm proud of myself for passing Day 10 and you guys should be proud too.


Cheers and as always, Stay Strong Brothers!

Monday, December 5, 2011

Day 5: Welcome to the Next Level

Okay Day 5!
I've felt an increase in sexual drive the moment I went out earlier. Seeing beautiful women I'm attracted to on the streets made me have a slight boner. It's been a while since I haven't fapped for more than five days straight so things will be a bit harder from now on. But my mind is still focused on the goal so I have other worries.

"A man must constantly exceed his level."

Other than that, I'll be starting on my new job tomorrow. Goodbye to four months of unemployment because I'm back to being a corporate slave. LOL!

That's all and Stay Strong Brothers!

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Going Strong on Day 4


As my title says, Yes, I'm still strong on Day 4. No signs of major urges except last night I've had a slight one but I quickly got over it. It's a good thing I went out this weekend to release some energy. I went to my weekly dance class, which I am always so lazy to go to and also did some workout. I feel this "celibacy thing" is probably working out for the best.

The only thing I haven't done this weekend that I should have done is hang out with my friends. I will try to see them over the course of the week though.

Keep going bros. Together we can do this!

Friday, December 2, 2011

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Finally!

Just finished my last fap a few hours ago. I didn't really enjoyed it much. I felt I just did it to get it done with.

I decided to try No Fap December as a practice level for No Fap 2012. Yes, I'm one of the guys who did try it earlier this year but failed about 3-4 weeks in.

I created this blog so that I'll have more motivation to achieve this epic goal. Not to mention that this can act as a sort of journal for things I'm experiencing without any fap.

This will be us on New Year's

Well that's it and Good Luck to me and for those who also accepted this challenge.