The past couple of days where easy. I never had much thought into fapping at all. Though I'm wanting to have sex more and more. The presence of a girl I find attractive is what I really want right now. Going for an escort like what I posted here seems a good alternative to.
A lot of you may be wondering how's my sex life before all this. Truthfully I've only had sex with twice. One is with an escort. It's a pretty bad record at 24, I know, but slowly I believe my life relationship wise is improving. I just need to get out more and socialize. Also, I'm a bit afraid of rejection. It's the reason why there were instances in my past when I didn't make a move on a girl even though she showed signs of interests towards me.
Only four more days to go and I'm through. 2012 is only four more days away too. I'll be making my Goals for 2012 this Friday and I already have some stuff listed on my mind. I'm excited and looking forward to it.
Stay strong bros!